Saturday 14 July 2018

My Wife is Ill Again

I am currently feel nervous while looking at my wife sleeping. She can hardly breath. She's complaining abdominal ache. This is the same problem he complained last January 2016 which was diagnosed by our previous doctor as Nephritis and then became Nephrotic Syndrome and that later, upgraded to SLE or Lupus.

Oh God, please help us. I think, it is a Lupus flare. Her lungs might be inflamed again. Please Father make me strong. My wife needs me to be strong. I have to bring her to the hospital tomorrow. But oh please Father, you are our only hope. I don't have money for her hospitalization. Please save my wife.

I will be bringing her tomorrow to the St. Paul Hospital in Tacloban City. But I need to attend first our worship service. I have to bring her now but I need to trust God by attending first our worship service to Him. I know, God will help us and will guide us. I just couldn't abandon our  worship service to God because He is our only Hope. He is the creator... He is Almighty.... so God is our only help.

But why bring here in St. Paul Hospital? It is a private hospital and we might not afford its charges. Maybe I can bring here to the EVRMC (Eastern Visayas Regional Medical Center) because the treatment there is free. But I am really worried that if I will bring her in EVRMC, everything will become worse, considering that in my past experience, EVRMC is not that really good in taking care of its patients.

Besides, St. Paul Hospital has the record of my wife already. Her previous record will just be considered for the suitable treatment that should be used for her.